2026.03.05
rules i follow everyday are not real anymore
like who even cares if we clock in on time or if our work mandates certain tools or agreements or whatever
just come in to chat and scroll on social media and reccommend
things to a client and play with a webpage or beep
boop numbers into boxes and write little notes to ghosts back and forth
go outside and talk about your plans with people in different
buildings and floors and follow through in none of them
but use the words said for other circumstances, okay?
2026.02.27
been delaying some gratification lately
think im about out my hedonism phase
the one that tells me not yet but happens what i imagine
to how i want but not what i of
course, theres nothing to be gained mapping over riding
needing to ease is what i look at but never to master
hardened wants release graduate bastards
softening a graze midrest days